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Sunday, August 18th, 2002

Time:1:11 am.
Doesn't it suck when everyone pikes and ur still keen as to go out??? I was so hyped and before 12 everyone had started dropping like flies...so of course I, being drunk, got the shits and took it out on Jen - I can be so spoilt sometimes, its all good now but I'm still fucked off that I should be out now not sitting on the internet! And fucked off that no one is here to talk to...either having lives or being sound asleep....probably a good idea.

I miss having someone to have fun with....Mel, Jes, Mandy, Troy, Jo, Geoff, Chris....come back to me!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002

Time:3:04 pm.
Oh me oh my what an interesting life I lead...I had a beaut weekend mate! :P For more details see the Drink for Thought Blog at http://drinkforthought.blogspot.com/
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Sunday, July 14th, 2002

Time:7:11 pm.
Well holy fuck here I am!

So much has happened since I last made an entry, and just to keep in touch with the last 3 months here is what happened:

- We got ourselves a new booze hag to live with, Jo. I connected with her from day one.
- I got myself another job, trained for 3 weeks in Brisbane before the office opened up on the coast
- I saw TOOL live! I WANT TO HAVE MAYNARD'S BABIES
- Another housemate joined us, Chris better known as Timmy
- Ryan left to go on Camp USA
- I met up with Harry again and spent the weekend at Nimbin Madi Grass
- I put on heaps of weight
- I drunk too much
- I lost my mobile phone while I was drinking too much
- I made a fool of myself with a workmate I like while I was drinking too much
- Lance, Chris and Jo moved back to NZ *cry*
- We bought a trampoline
- I got contacts
- I dyed my hair black
- I am now in the process of going back to blonde
- I am falling for another workmate
- My sister-in-law is pregnant again
- BASICALLY I'VE HAD A FUCKING GOOD TIME

Now its time to get back into a routine where I only go out once a week, I exercise, I eat properly, drink less and save lots of money! And stop using my god damn mobile phone so much. Now I have the internet hooked up again I can get addicted again and have some order in my life. How boring! But I really really really want to go to NZ to see Chris and Jo at the end of the year so boring is what I am going to have to be for a while.

Time for some choc-chip ice-cream and choc ice-magic....healthy eating starts tomorrow!!!!!
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Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002

Time:4:42 pm.
Heh heh....must be tacky quiz time....


What Flavour Are You? Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.Cor blimey, I taste like Tea.


I am a subtle flavour, quiet and polite, gentle, almost ambient. My presence in crowds will often go unnoticed. Best not to spill me on your clothes though, I can leave a nasty stain. What Flavour Are You?



What Video Game Character Are You? I am Mr Do.I am Mr Do.


I am sedentary by nature, enjoying passive entertainment, eating when the mood takes me, and playing with my food. I try to avoid conflict, but when I'm angered, I can be a devil - if you force me to fight, I will crush you. With apples. What Video Game Character Are You?
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Time:4:20 pm.

See which Greek Goddess you are.



Pah! What a gay quiz...I'm bored, shoot me
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Tuesday, April 2nd, 2002

Time:8:34 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
POO BUM SHIT!

I'm so sick of this unemployment thing already, I have NOOOOOO money whatsoever...I won't be able to get Jen a birthday present and after all she's done for me....I feel terrible....

And my internet runs out on Friday dammit...there goes my sanity...I might have to like start exercising or something...pah!!! Yeah right!

Actually....on second thought...I could try and get rid of this pot belly...and since I can't afford to eat I'll be back to the 47kgs I was at the end of high school in no time!! :/

I've been applying for heaps of jobs, would have had one if I could drive...*sigh*

But you know what keeps me going? Two little pieces of smooth cardboard that say 'Michael Coppel, JJJ, Channel V and Rave present TOOL'. I have the tickets sitting beside my bed and I pick them up every night and again in the morning when I wake up and think:

At least I have something to live for until late Monday night the 22nd April
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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002

Time:10:51 pm.
Mood:Delirious.
Hahaha! Cool! I got fired today!! HAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

I'm not sure why but....this afternoon I was in tears....now I just can't stop laughing about it......fuck I'm mental.

And all I want to say is GOOD FUCKING BYE YOU UGLY HORES I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!

Yeah, hell damn fart!
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Friday, March 15th, 2002

Time:6:59 pm.
Mood: ecstatic.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!I AM GOING TO TOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe it...this is like...oh my god I can't even describe...THE BEST THING THAT I WILL EVER DO!

This is bigger than my 21st in 5 days, it doesn't even compare on the excitement scale!
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Monday, March 11th, 2002

Time:11:07 pm.
Hahaha...I am not going to tell Telstra they did something right for once...I found Harry... but I still think they are devil spawn.
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Sunday, March 10th, 2002

Time:10:48 pm.
Ha! I think Telstra may just actually provided me service *shock horror*

on the other hand, they may be leading me on a wild goose chase....we'll find out tomorrow!
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Time:10:07 pm.
Coffs, as usual, was a blast...not as big a party as I expected but fun all the same. Dinner at Pacific Bay was very elegant and me thinks I've finally acquired a taste for mushrooms.....yummy

I didn't get a hangover either!! Many thanks goes to my ole pal Tequila ;) We pulled another all nighter at the RSL followed by 'Heat' where I got a bit pissed off because only OLD guys were trying to pick me up (yet again). GRRR

Also a very sad weekend since Jes is leaving the country. I can't believe she's actually going through with it...I'm very proud of her...but scared for her as well.

While I was down there Richard reminded of the special bond Harry and I shared while I was at Uni...in fact it was one of the first things he spoke to me about. Now all my thoughts since then have come back to this: I have to have that again, must find Harry!....well, I know where he is I just cant find anyone who has contact details...and I've only been trying for hmm...not even the last 24hrs! Weird how some things just suddenly take such high priority...

anywho...crap and stuff....bye!
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Saturday, March 9th, 2002

Time:12:37 am.
Mood: ecstatic.
TOOL!!!!! APRIL!!!!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!

I'm an aunty again for the second time. Lisa had a 9lb baby boy called Lleyton (8:40pm, 8th March). He's pretty bloody ugly! Probably because he looks like his father! Mwahaha, thats mean...but he does kinda look like E.T.

Anywho...TOOL!!!!! APRIL!!!!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!

I heard my sister screaming when dad called me this afternoon and I cried my eyes out! And then I cried when mum told us she had a boy...and then i cried when I hugged my sister...and again when I held Lleyton...!!!!! What a cry baby!

So yeah...TOOL!!!!! APRIL!!!!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!

Jes's 21st birthday is tomorrow (today actually) and I have to spend 7 long hours on the bus...but then I can party hard and spend another 7 long hours on the bus back home on Sunday...sweeeet :P

Last but by far not least.....TOOL!!!!! APRIL!!!!!! WAHOO!!!!!!!
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Sunday, March 3rd, 2002

Time:5:00 pm.
'I had such a good weekend' I really could get used to saying this so often!

Friday night I went out with Ryan, Jenny and Amy. Dinner at Melba's and then headed upstairs to the nightclub....which pretty much sucked...so we went to the Rose & Crown and they had an awesome live band doing covers...and the lead singer was DIVINE...well his long hair was anyway! Musicians are arseholes though...

...and so are footy 'players' but I sure as hell had fun with them last night! Melby and Joel came up from Coffs for a few days and we went into town last night with her brother and one of his friends - And I thought my friends were obsessed with the penis, they dont even compare to these two! - We drank lots, danced lots and finally got to bed at about 6ish, that is after Dave threw up whole unchewed french fries!

I woke up about 2hrs later and came home to sleep the rest of the day...now I'm starving and as usual its the end of the week and I have no food in the house because I havent done my shopping yet...grrrr...this living week to week deal with food is no good.

At the end of the day though, I'm enjoying my lifestyle away from family...and thats all that matters!
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Tuesday, February 26th, 2002

Time:9:21 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
I LOVE this song, and I always thought Silverchair sucked....I under-estimated them!

I could be an aunty again any minute now....H'RAY!

Work sux as usual...

Social life is great though...the last 3 weekends I've ended up nursing a hangover at Sascha's, Melby is coming up this weekend, Jes's 21st the weekend after, Amy's 'Cartoon-BBQ-That-Was-My-Original-21st-Bday-Idea' is the weekend after that, then there's my 21st at Dreamworld the weekend after that, and the weekend after that Ryan and Jenny are having friends from NZ over so there will be much drinking and good times to be had!

I'm also well on track for my new computer...I'm also looking at studying again...this is how life should be!

I also met the man of my dreams last night...literally....he is all in my head at the moment and now I'm on a mission to find him....
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Tuesday, February 19th, 2002

Time:11:03 pm.
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Subject:Colorgenics Profile - www.colorgenics.com
Time:10:48 pm.
Is it that you are working - or even playing too hard? because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behaviour ... ... .

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the "right person" ... you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised ...

At times one is burdened with more than ones fair share of problems .. and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant-you know what you wish to achieve- ...and by giving a little...and taking a little..you may well find that the realization of your dreams could well become a reality

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress .. and this is a result of continuous frustration ... You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs... and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate ... someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different .... to be individualistic ... to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely.... but this, being on your own, this being lonely ..often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life ... those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong... This destructive attitude could come under the heading of "A self fulfilling prophesy".This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So mow turn it about... As you "think"... so you are ... So "imagine" yourself successful ... "Pretend"... "Act it out" and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

THIS IS SO TRUE!!!!!
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Time:10:12 pm.
Mood: impressed.
I feel good today because I believed in someone and they finally proved themselves to me, not that they had to, nor do they know they did...but I am so proud of them.
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Sunday, February 17th, 2002

Time:10:03 pm.
Mood: indifferent.
From Hell is an excellent movie...however, I think I may just be bias because of my infatuation with Johnny Depp.

Pass Out is an evil evil game, it sure as hell put me in my place. I'm just not as good as I used to be. I think I had the worst hangover in all my life today. Is it really worth it? Oh my yes.

All in all, I had a great weekend! Photos coming soooooooon!
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Friday, February 15th, 2002

Time:9:37 pm.
Yay I slept in and was late for work for the second time this week....and I locked myself out of the house. Good work
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Thursday, February 14th, 2002

Time:10:46 pm.
Mood: calm.
Pay day!

New computer coming my way in six weeks!

Monkeys!

I bought a game called pass out today: the store guy talked my ear off about it so much I just handed over my card, keyed in the PIN and walked away without even realising I had just paid 49.95 for a big square piece of cardboard and a some little coloured plastic bits.

Damn sales people again!

Going over to Sascha's this weekend to test it out...hooray! And I'm going to see 'From Hell' with the ever so delicious Johnny Depp...:D

I bought a new (landline) phone today too...it has 3 different ring tones - well la di da!

I also bought a shirt for $5, bargain....I'm such a stinge, I always feel like clothes are a waste of money for some reason. A bottle of vodka however, is not. Nor is a game that makes drinking the vodka more fun....nor are monkeys.
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